Times like this when i have so much time to ponder and wonder and blunder..
i sometimes wish,
that i was able to do everything i can never do.
Things like snowboarding, cliff diving, go on a roller coaster, and truly fall madly in love with a soul jeeeshh...
i realize i'm a big wienie, i'm too afraid to take a risk.
Too afraid to close my eyes and take a big leap.
afraid of hurt disappointments and failures
Always doubting myself and tell myself i can't when really i am capable of doing anything i put my heart too.
it's the little voice inside of me that tells me "no", and i just don't understand why
I play things so "Safe", I never allow myself to step out of my comfort zone. Maybe it's just not my time, maybe I haven't allowed myself to. but when is it the right time? This year, i really want too just once, once to step out of my comfort zone. I want to take a risk.
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